Ok, so there was a horrible accident with ET airlines. Now, I ALWAYS feel bad when something like this happens but right now I am totally FREAKING out about it. I hate to fly...always have and this is the longest flight I will every go on. Even Dave said this morning maybe we both shouldn't go.
Don't get me wrong, I know God has my time planned and all I can do is use it wisely. I can hope that he wants me to grow old with grandkids but that doesn't mean that is his plan. That being said, I am scared to death of leaving Jace and Sky here with no parents. Not saying anything will happen or that I am afraid my time is up. I am afraid that my babies will not remember me. This is not something new, I have always thought this....it is always exacerbated by airplanes though. ET Airlines has only had 3 accidents in 20 years and from what I read this morning they have excellent safety standards. Am I trying to talk myself into this trip? Maybe. But when David questions wether we should both go, that is cause for concern.
On top of all of this, I have a lot to do to get ready still...packing, money stuff....everything. I have emailed the travel agency to find out how the credit will work if we don't both go. Ironically, if we don't both go, I will still go with Delaney. Makes no sense but it is a motherly thing. Ofcourse so would staying here be....I don't know what to do....
Monday, January 25, 2010
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I've just been following your blog for a short time, but I feel the need to chime in as my husband is a very nervous flyer and we've dealt with this issue before.
ReplyDeleteDepending on the nature of the problem, I think it's actually safer to fly shortly after an accident because everyone is more vigilant. Now, if it was a problem that would take a long time to check and fix with the whole fleet, then you'd obviously want to wait longer, but I haven't ever heard of something that bad (and my husband has looked!).
I can't imagine adding more stress to your situation at this stage of your adoption. Hang in there!